When life gives you lemons....

I have recently found out that I will be getting laid off of my dream job. To make matters even worse today was the last day of camp and as I looked around at the faces of the children whom I have grown to love I felt my heart break. It is a tough realization to grasp knowing that there are some I may never see again, and that hurts more than I could possibly explain to any of you. So the compilation of losing my favorite job, saying goodbye to "my" kids and not knowing what the future has in store for me made today one of the most difficult days I have had for a very long time. But on a brighter note when a window closes a door will always open.
I have also recently been reacquainted with one of my camp counselors and that gives me hope that these kids won't forget me. It is a wonderful thing to find friends you thought you had lost, but know now you will never lose again. What do I do now?? Who the hell knows, but I am going to keep laughing and enjoying the people that are dearest to me (you know who you are) and hope that something somewhere will come around that will make me just as happy as I was this summer. Bittersweet ending to a wonderful summer. :(