Too Much Thinking

So I have been sick now for almost 2 weeks, the cough and all the shit that goes with it. I have been bored which leaves me too much time to think. Thinking as you know can get you into trouble, or out of it, whichever way you choose to look at it. Thinking about other jobs, other places to live...other everything. I am a high strung person, those of you that know me know that fact well, I am now taking an anti-anxiety med so that I can relax. Does it work, well I don't know yet but I have lost some weight so there is the plus side of that. I have spent a lot of time on facebook, and limewire trying to connect with someone in my boredom. Nobody was there. I hate being alone...but who doesn't??